Uncertainty

Caradoc's picture

It tickled a little.  The rivulet of blood found its way down the most sensitive part of his spine.  He would arch away from it, but he was shackled, and it would cause excruciating pain to do so.  He was amazed to find he could still notice such sensations. He'd forgotten there were feelings other than pain...

 

A fluttering light pulled him to conciousness, teasing his heavy eyelids open a bit.  He couldn't focus, he felt drunk.  A figure swam into focus, a woman.  She slowly stepped toward him, menace in her step. As she stepped forward, the soft glow of the torch bathed her face in warm light, setting off her skin tone and calling her features into sharp contrast. 

 

... Kemena?

 

He faded into blackness again. He must have been bleary from the beating, there was no way he could've seen a familiar face... could he?

 

((Well, I've been gone for a bit. Had to leave without warning to another FOB.  My computer is being sent out end of January, mid February at the latest, so that's when I should be back to the game. Any updates for me?  I'd love to get some feedback :)  Well, That's all I've got to say for now!))

Neverlin's picture

Shocking...Men and rats both

Shocking...

Men and rats both hunger. We for our playthings, they, for us.

Satet-Ka's picture

heh

heh

Cyril Blackheart's picture

Great!!

 Hope to see you in game upon my alternate character((New main)) Fohx.

 

See you in Cimmeria, buddy! :)

 

 

"I was the past, i am the present, and i will be the future!" ~ Cyril Blackheart

 

Satet-Ka's picture

punk.

punk.

Caradoc's picture

Whoa!

Whats with all the hostility?

 ( hugs continue to take

 ( hugs continue to take care doc!  hope to see ya soon. Missing ya! :) )

“We are the music makers. We are the dreamers of dreams.”

Satet-Ka's picture

thought i responded to

thought i responded to this.

 

Im sad Cyril died and left me holding the evil torch solo. :(

There's still evil around

There's still evil around Sat... and with the move to Cimmeria a lot more. Chin up... 2 months from now you'll be knee deep in plots again.... And hopefully we'll have Caradoc back gaming again! So looking forward to rping with you again in person doc :) .

 

Satet-Ka's picture

thing that is frustrating

thing that is frustrating ...yet again....

 

when the cimmerians posted their guild summaries all but one (d+d didnt post) were conan worshipers or mercs.  I hopefully we can inspire some diversity. 

Cyril Blackheart's picture

Ok.

 

 First off, i'm not a punk hah hah, You left game and i remained within BotS until finally i just ended up joining Xilious's guild to PvP.

 

I am actually already playing a new villain.. ;) But my main is Fohx.

 

Sorry if you feel the need to be angry with me, Satet-Ka. You're a great role-player and pal :)

 

"I was the past, i am the present, and i will be the future!" ~ Cyril Blackheart

 

Satet-Ka's picture

you're a punk...what Im not

you're a punk...what Im not allowed to go on christmas break!  Shit even AOC players need to get outside from time to time.

 

bah.... :(

 

ps : Im being marignally sarcastic here....I dont really care what you do....I just miss hanging out with Cyril.

Satet-Ka's picture

oh anf fohx is a homo and Im

oh anf fohx is a homo and Im putting him on my KOS list with Abiah !

Fohx the Barbarian's picture

Lmfao

 

 Hell. I was on break too but never saw you before christmas.
 
:p But if you honestly consider me a punk, then fine. And why KOS Fohx? He didn't do anything too you! *cries* anyways, i'll be leaving game maybe so go ahead. Make my leave easier! Lol
 
"Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht die augenlider zu erpressen, ich singe bis der Tag erwacht ein heller Schein am Firmament, Mein Herz Brennt."

 

Fohx the Barbarian's picture

Oh also

 Your own officer said you left game. :P Hah hah hah, love you man.

 
 
"Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht die augenlider zu erpressen, ich singe bis der Tag erwacht ein heller Schein am Firmament, Mein Herz Brennt."

 

Satet-Ka's picture

man I would never leave

man I would never leave you.  So shut up and lets go see the Sharks win the playoffs.  How bout toss me a call when you are back in town.

The Sharks???Dude, now I

The Sharks???

Dude, now I know you're certifiable. The Sharks ain't winning anything until they get a real goaltender. They need to dump that useless Nabokov and get someone better: he can win lots in the reg season but he doesn't do squat in the playoffs when it matters. Watch for the Flames to (literally) bounce the Sharks if the fishies last that long...

Wulfran

Retired

"To defend, this is the Pact, and when life scorned and damage done, to avenge: this is the Pact"  ~ Blue Oyster Cult

Satet-Ka's picture

woah wulfy!  you are back !

woah wulfy!  you are back ! sweet :)

Come to cimmeria and start a rival kings gaurd faction....now that be cool!  conan gaurds fighting against conan gaurds?!  just think of the cool RP!.....anyway to more important topics :

Nabokov is da shit.  Beating the Flames however...I mean Jerome is equally da shit.....thats a tough one to beat.

No, I just check in here and

No, I just check in here and look for the stories (lacking of late) and check up on the people I still like/respect: I won't be back. IMO our community was poisoned (in a variety of ways that I won't get into, but it was both player based and Funcom) and there's too much water under the bridge for me to want to return even with transfers.

I'm still sticking to my guns on Nabokov: the best goalie in California is Jiggy in Anaheim and his team is tough enough to take him through if he elevates himself again. Kipper in Calgary isn't a bad bet either and if the last couple years have taught us anything its never count out Detroit, even when their goaltending isn't as good as others. And yes Iggy is da shit: I think he's a great player and an ambassador for the game with his demeanor and the way he gets involved with the community.

 

 

Wulfran

retired

"To defend, this is the Pact, and when life scorned and damage done, to avenge: this is the Pact"  ~ Blue Oyster Cult

Satet-Ka's picture

you could always try coming back as a bad guy :)

Serpents would love to have their ex nemisis kicking kings gaurd booty!

I never thought of myself as

I never thought of myself as your nemisis, just someone on the other side of a conflict that you started :p

And for me its never been a good guy-bad guy thing: I think those types of labels were too simplistic for the way I wanted to play. Thats why I never got into the whole "war" thing: it painted me into a corner and restricted the latitude I wanted in playing my char. Character consistency was always important to me (and one of my objections to the direction the "new leadership" of my former guild was going) and joining a Stygian "pro-Thoth Amon" faction is something Wulf wouldn't do IC'ly, especially after all that has come to pass. And coming back to side with you would still mean interacting in some form with people I have no desire to associate with, ever, both on your side and against you. Thanks for the invite but its not going to happen.

 

Wulfran

retired

"To defend, this is the Pact, and when life scorned and damage done, to avenge: this is the Pact"  ~ Blue Oyster Cult

Satet-Ka's picture

hey those were good

hey those were good times!

 

we all had some serious fun :)

 

anyway sorry it ended up badly....maybe we can try again eh?

 

*duck*

Auorix Engel's picture

Its those "good times" that

Its those "good times" that everyone else liked that he and Challa had no taste for. You cant please everyone. The "War" was the single most encompassing long term event that involved the most number of guilds on this server to date. Most I have read that speak of it consider it the highlight of RP and large scale battles (vs RPers that is) to date.

Satet-Ka's picture

amen....next time we just

amen....next time we just need to coordinate better and find a way to help please people on an ooc level.

 

I take full responsibility for thrusting it on people without much ooc coordination.

 

I tried to prep challa by asking her to get involved in other activites we were doing but she always said no....then showed up anyway on her own terms.  I assumed this ment coordination was not her desire.  In truth being forced into a plot not of her own design was what she was opposed to. 

 

Well you live and learn.

You couldn't just let things

You couldn't just let things go without piping up, or put out an opinion on the NHL West, could you Auorix?

The thing that you continue to miss and that your guildleader never understood is that where you let conflict define your characters, people like Challa, myself and many others let our characters develop independently and let those characters define our conflicts. I haven't seen anyone but Neverlin or OOTB members say it was the highlight of RP on the server because to most of us involved in developing our characters for their own stories, it wasn't.  I saw more engaging RP in the internal barracks life of Invicta (before I left/was thrown out :p) in terms of the interplay of the personalities within their structure, because it allowed those personalities to be distinct vs a large battle where you have officers commanding and troopers following orders. Contrary to all your continued protestation, large scale conflict swallows up individuals, even the leaders, because they have to focus on the task at hand as well as everyone else.

In terms of the actual battles (and some of them were fun at times until the inevitable BS on the boards) after VI and TSS left the server in early August there weren't any other large scale battles, there weren't any sieges. Hell, there weren't any battle keeps to speak of until December and I think the whole WAR thing was partly responsible for that delay: people were responding to calls to arms and gearing up for the next confrontation instead of focusing on the guild cities and building the keeps. And honestly I think the whole thing would have been more satisfying if there would have been siege warfare involved and its forcing of some consequences as opposed to some rather arbitrary, random and inevitably inconsequential conflicts. In terms of story building the battles weren't any different than a raid on Kylliki/Vistrix/Yahkmar/etc, killing any other NPCs or a minigame: winning or losing never changed or defined anything. The only thing near to that was Satet-ka and the Serpents RPing that we burnt their city when we rescued Vhaelon and their self-imposed exile which wasn't really backed by any actions people took in what was essentially a "snatch and grab".

But thats the past and thats as near as I wish to go in reliving it. I hope most of you find enjoyment on Cimmeria now the transfers are allowed. I won't be back. There are some great RPers out there in people like Kemena, Vhaelon, Karone, Aurelius, Moki, Laeris, Mandisa, Satet-ka (when he's IC: when he mixes IC and OOC he gets confusing) and others (even Cyril if he goes but he needs to concentrate on being Cyril and not necessarily someone's nemisis: that will come on its own :p ), that can't help but enrich the environment of Cimmeria. Someone toss Honey/Beauty/Emuisheri a hug for me.  I hope to see more stories come to life now that you guys are part of a healthy RP-PVP server again. Good luck and I may see some of you in future games or I may not, just depends on how it goes.

Wulf

"To defend, this is the Pact, and when life scorned and damage done, to avenge: this is the Pact"  ~ Blue Oyster Cult

Satet-Ka's picture

Well I can give you a bunch

Well I can give you a bunch o names of people who consider that time the highlight of their RP.

 

That said....everything dies when Challa (later you left)

 

Everything.

 

take care old friend.  I hope ya take one month can check cimmeria out...cause its so cool.

 

I rp to my hearts content...it feels like a living breathing world

 

GO SHARKS!

Caradoc's picture

-sniffle-

I'm not a good RPer?  :C  But yeah, Miss ya, buddy!  Now I'm finally back, to find you gone... makes me sad.  It was good times while you were around though :)  We'll always have Conarch... ))

You're awesome 'Doc: just

You're awesome 'Doc: just when I wrote that down I didn't think of every great RPer I knew :p that was a spur of the moment list

 

Wulfran

Caradoc's picture

((Hehe))

(( I was just kidding, man... even though this WAS my blog.... lol.  Really do miss ya though.  I hope you're having fun doing... whatever it is ya do for fun now ;)  ))